Monday 2 January 2012

2011-2012; Zenith to Nadir

The High-End-Low

Every Beginning has its end and so the time passes with glaze of twists and turmoils. Life was always a jeopardy and yes i jumped to one sided non-diplomatic conclusions. The twists bring us the fists which we can use for the negativity and i certainly did the same for certain periods.
The very same day of 2011 I was gleaming with the expectations coming true and yes they came to be true, but yet to discover is the most triumph of life always. Life gives you what you want but it chooses the way for giving the asked. I was a seeker of truth and preacher of no-nays. These glimpses taught me so much that it may help me to overcome the mountains of fate full of shade sorrows. There were mates, for me their shoulders were ready to share my burden of calamity which i accidentally created due to fear and anxiety. The woe doesn't let you live but I lived with it by sharing the said and unsaid. Sometimes the question-"Why Me" devours within the deep. From cherish to grief, from cherries to lemons; And you pick the both at rare.
I denied opportunities and the reason was hearts, forces,brains and sometimes plans. Its like I have sold my soul to the Devil and yes folks I do believe it because I am restless. People say don't worry and I ask them what if you were running in my shoes, had you stopped worrying. Such overwhelming and soothing lies. They are soothing because I already know the word to be used and they satisfy my prediction.
The sound of water flowing is when mixed with the sound comes from typing is like some one playing Sitar in a battle ground. I see the dark clouds coming my way but I took the signal for a heavy rain and here again I mold the scenario and perception by letting my skin drenched in rain water instead of my fore head to be soaked in sweat after seeing dark clouds with roar of thunder.
Well its always a new year and an year just gets shorten from our life, So on a sad note yet happy future I will live because its a life and not death to die upon.
No body can heal your wounds but only You !